Lost In Beauty-

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

Hey guyzz!! ok so i noe i got a little emo in ma past entry..hey im always like tat liao..a little issue onli but i get until so emo like its the end of ma life..hahah hate tat abt me..anyway tings are lookin quite great at nydc now..he's not angry wit me or anythn..cleared out tat..ma bestie tol me tat he actualli smiled the day b4 yest wen they all teased him wit ma name..ok tat's nice to hear.but still cant confirm he has the same feelings as me rite.hmmm anyway 2dae finally gona work wit him at last after 5 miserable days..haha k la i admit, i do miss him alot.anywayz yest went to watch Da Vinci Code wit ma galz..it was such a great movie man!! full of twists and stuff.so interestin!! im so mesmerised over tat movie already liao.im so gona get the book man!! oh yea Great Sg Sale has started liao..im so gona get alot of clothes..shopin spreeeee| once a gain!haha alritez gtgz now.*Adiozzz*

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

gosh i miss ma frenz so much man..i felt tat life is so perfect at work and sch.but tat everythin is downsizin within 2 dayz..y m i always so confused and worried over such a small issue?? y do i have to tell tat 1 person abt ma personal stuff wen he went against ma trust in de end..i hate u for makin me in tis position.i no longer have that comfortable feelin over him anymore.its all cox of u!!!i hate u.now im troubled..y is he actin so weird all over me now..?!i hate it!!i juz badly wan u baq.the timez u used to tease me so much,make fun of each other and made me smile every single time i walked into tat place.but now everythin doesnt seem rite.ppl ard me r givin me high hopes.sometimes i do wonder it cld be true.but sometimes i refused to believe in anythn they say.so y r u makin tis so hard on me? juz tok to me.give me tat dumb smile u always used to give me which made me so happy.i have nthn more to say,as i always knoe im tat 1 person whu never spoke ma feelins out to any1 who i had feelins on..yet *unspoken*

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