Lost In Beauty-

Friday, June 09, 2006

Wel certainly tis is all i can take man.i hate ppl controllin ma life, tellin me wat to do as if im a puppet man.tis is ma life.it has feelins like evry1 too.so let me be me.and im luvin it rite now.dun wan u to come into it and mess it up.i noe im a rebel,rude,a bitych most of da time and a cig ass. but c'mon no 1 is perfect in tis world. and i dun tink there is a need tat i shld be too.hey i didnt go ard ruinin ma parents reputation or anythn.everythin is ok.juz tat some habitz of mine are stubborn juz like me.I juz need u guyz to be there for me no matter wat.but plz dun ignore me whu m i.i will listen as i noe u guyz care for me as much as i do on u.i hate maself for some tings.i will hate maself even more if u guyz dun trust me anymore. and for " tat " person in ma life now.I feel we aint movin anywhere. i noe u care for me.but too bad i dun feel tat its true.wateva it is.let it juz go.i dun wan u any further in ma life than how we r now.i noe im being ignorant over u.but heck, aint we all in life at timez.?!

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Monday, June 05, 2006

aghhhh i miss ma frenz so much man.haha yest vitz, hesun and i were discussin so much on juz wat movie to watch tis fall...haha letme tell ya it was goin crazy..haha those bunch arh.anyway we aint so sure whether to head to ecp tis sat.most probz yes lar.hope vitz is free..anyway wats goin on ma life? well letz juz say everythin is gettin baq to normal.goin out wit some1 currently..gosh he's the sweetest person ive eva went out wit man.seriosly! we hung out together after work yest,had some drinks, slacked outside hotel's lobby(there was tis huge fountain..misty and stuff.totally awesome!)he tol me all his family probz, was so touched man.we realli connected well ya noe.like evrythin felt so perfect btw us.we r so crazy wit each other too..hahahz den left tat place ard 10 stn.he accompanied me home..it was realli sweet man.cant wait to go out wit hym again!!hahaz tis tym it wld be ma treat alritezzz.anywayz gotta run now..CYa LOvies.*??//

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